...and i cannot compete with you...

5:51 p.m. x 2002-11-23

why do i always feel the need to discourage myself?

because i envy what you have so much. something i would drag a sharp object through my chest with that's just another part of your day. i envy your perfect - and that my perfect is so selfishly part of yours...

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11