everything that i want happens see how long that lasts

7:55 p.m. x 2003-06-03

WE
WON!!!!!

jordan & i are triumphant in our debate against the pro-lifers ^-^ it may have had something to do with the number of pro-choice people in our class, or the fact that our speech was so much better, but i refuse to believe it was anything beyond the obvious fact that jordan & i are far cuter than the stinky boys we were up against...HA!

that was by far the hilight of my day - that and the conversation with josh in resource about rubbing alcohol and the english teacher. i didn't achieve my goal today, which was to talk to manda, and of the three people i would've really benefitted from talking to today, she's the most accessible. and i STILL didn't get a chance to talk to her.

i've been having a bit of a rough time lately...the surgery made it perpetually worse and it was already quite bad...i broke down into little itty bitty bits on friday and recollected in a small myssi-pool in the living room, where i told my mom everything and everyone that was driving me insane. after failing to for weeks before hand, i found it surprisingly easy to cry. i'm back to just feeling on the verge of tears, and while that is slightly better, i'd rather just be happy again. soon! sad just doesn't look good on me.

*pray for a passing grade in american cultures!!!*

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11