You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

today has been reasonably odd...an uncomfortable sort of odd, even though nothing extremely bad happened. i'd just like for today to draw to a close and have tomorrow be summerishly enjoyable...i'm un-sick and looking foreward to seeing my lovelies in an un-schoolastic environment. mindless chatter with rachee, frequent outings with manda, mallings accompanied by intense discussion and begging for change with another close friend - sure it's done over the school year, but over the summer you have that reassurance of knowing it doesn't have to end so quickly so one might go home and study.

mostly...i'm looking foreward to getting everything in order and having time to sort it out. i won't be a mess next year.

to bed, now!

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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