a shyness that is criminally vulgar

1:41 p.m. x 2003-09-30

"my generation's apathy. i'm disgusted with it. i'm disgusted with my own apathy too, for being spineless and not always standing up against racism, sexism and all those other -isms the counterculture has been whining about for years."
- kurt cobain

SCARLING. 3 SONG SINGLE IN STORES 10 DEC.
AVAILIBLE 10 OCT ON SYMPATHY

you know your day must be good when it begins with a "turkeygasm" and lots of warm hugs ^-^. for this, i forgive all the sniffing i got today (appearantly this shampoo is slightly addictive - legal hallucinations!).

daily randomness:

  • ryan pierced his nipple, henceforth spawning the nickname "sexy nipple", which has gradually metamorphosed into simply "snipple".
  • bridget is now a member of the libre de conversation.
  • manda's soul is dirty and in need of an exorcism bath.
  • clare and josh have broken up. this came as quite a shock to josh, who had no knowledge of them ever dating, and as he puzzledly stumbled over a soap opera with tweak (brilliance!) and chris, i ate his mashed potatoes.
  • rereading wasted for the fifth time. a wonderful book to turn to when in need of understanding. while i do not have her problems, i have my own to a similar degree that she did. <3 marya hornbacher.

    it's relieving to know that in between the random mental blackouts, bouts of extreme and uncontrollable energy, painfully raging hormones, harrowing moments of desperation and confusion - there's always someone there to smile at you and say "no this is what an orgasming turkey would sound like". perhaps i'm not insane.

    if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
    pieces of the moon
    JOBJOBJOB
    interviewinterviewinterview
    sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
    (& etc)

  • anybody can be just like me, obviously.
    not too many can be like you, fortunately.
    KL 02-11