ROSES IN THE HOSPITAL

7:04 p.m. x 2003-12-02

well,

the self-resentment is overwhelming

and i can't seem to get passed this thing. i'm the last person i want to be anywhere near right now, and that sentiment seems to be pretty much shared by everybody (can you even take ANYTHING that i say personally? i don't know what i'm talking about).

i could ask all these pining rhetorical questions like "why do i do this to myself" and all that shit, but since i don't know and neither does anyone else, that's pretty useless.

i can't believe i'm writing entires like this. go back to the top.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11