are you there are you there are you there are you out there are you there

12:39 p.m. x 2003-12-07

maybe it's a little early for feelings of alienation and regret, but let's face it. i'm in a bit of a bad way.

i wish i had nothing to say.
i wish i could've isolated myself a little better than i did.
i wish there was nothing to "cope with".

arrrgh.

"we were playing hide and seek, and she crawled under the porch."
"to die?"
"to be alone."

donnie darko

p.s...paul is wonderful <3

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11