You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

there's no warmer words to hear from your counselor than "well your therapist's got her work cut out for her now!". i love my counselor, and it was funny...but still kind of sad in that it's true.

but at least there's manda. you don't even know how important and wonderful she is. oh, YES! i gave everybody their gifts today (manda got "de stijl", tweak got a travel diary and a nifty ashleigh brilliant bookmark, and alex got a midsummer night's dream). manda gave me prozac diary and alex gave me japanese death poems. both are the best gifts ever ^-^ and i got many intriguing compliments on them throughout the day.

oh man, "they're coming to take me away" by tiny tim is josh.

YES...nifty hits..."how to make love to a taurean", "tweak rock quit addiction"...i wonder if i've attributed to anyone's stats page with my impulsive ILLICIT TOM CRUISE searches?

this entry has become hopelessly random. goodnight.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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