i counted to see it through, my heart lies to you

7:33 p.m. x 2004-02-24

this week has been...inSANE.

#1: i am still mad. not at you (point) not at you (point). just at circumstance (i went over that already, and you are the only one who didn't get it, so you're disqualified). i'd hope by now the one of you knows my tempermental peculiarities and can understand something of UNBRIDLED RAGE. i hope.

#2. OH MY FUCKING GOD, is this the best song EVER...

#3. i need manda & bethany over soon. i need to smooth out my edges and get calm. we can lie on my floor and listen to "breathe no more" and talk about cuteboy, bethany's man and the elizabeth smart case. sara can come with us to the movies and bethany's mom can run screaming up at us asking if it was scary. things can be like they were when nobody cared enough to want to feel like a tv show. we just wanted to lick bethany.

and dammit, we still do.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11