i threw you the obvious

3:07 p.m. x 2004-04-28

next time you listen to a perfect circle! - because therein lies the lesson learned: "EXPECTING JUST A LITTLE BIT TOO MUCH FROM THE WOUNDED."

so it's offending and upsetting a) to know people know something's wrong b) they're ignoring it. SO! problem solved.

i take back what i've said, up until as i write this: it is no longer relavent to you. YOU addressing some specific people, i guess...i'm awfully mad right now. just use your imagination and determine whether or not this applies to you (assume that it does, and understand, if you are in any sense capable of that sort of thing!!).

so now you don't know what's going on.

and you can't help anyway, as you weren't going to.

< /vicious spite jig>

(yeah my therapy got canceled, what are you gonna do?)

i've ordered 3 books, 2 films, and 2 albums so far for birthday. i have no clue as of yet what i'm doing to celebrate diez-sept-ing. i know i said i'd have a party, but i'm going to put that on the shelf as i doubt it'd be very fun (as we move from spite to subtle bitterness). i kind of just want to sleep and read more than anything.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11