5:28 p.m. x 2004-05-02
pre-birthday celebratory outing with manda, clare, ryan, paul, kara, katy & catie to see "mean girls". restaurant did not accomodate a party of 8, and the only table big enough was occupied by a party of 2. WTF
road about with mom today trying to come up with ideas for actual birthday event thing. bought the basic writings of sigmund freud because, other than the obvious (i want to read it), he and i share the same birthday. so it's, like, fun. oh yes.
ugh. i'm despondant because of how my dad chose to rouse me from sleep this morning (by wretchingly screaming as to the whereabouts of dear kara's cell phone). markedly improved, though.
i had a lot of fun yesterday but i think my favorite part may have been when ryan & i spent an hour on the phone together, just because i was stressed out and he made me laugh, and we talked about college in a way that didn't feel foreboding or trivial, which was so nice to do.
i needed that.
if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start