2:56 p.m. x 2004-11-12
i know there are people i feel wonderful and beautiful around but YOU MAKE ME FEEL AWKWARD AND UNCOORDINATED AND UGLY AND SOOO ILL AT EASE I'M SUFFICIENTLY SHOCKED THAT I LIKE BEING AROUND YOU AT ALL
and sooo much more so, a THOUSAND TIMES more so that i would pursue
you to speak to you (and i think, really, it would be an expenditure of energy for anybody to NOT feel ugly next to you). i DON'T want to feel this way about you, especially concidering the evident conflict of feelings.
so let's start over. "hey, i know you..."
crazy kenzie party next week to look foreward to. ugh, you know what? go back to number 1.
i will need to have a violent, lurid marathon of nudity-laden c-rate giallo to get rid of the SHAME.
if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start