9:14 p.m. x 2004-11-30

i have days, more often than not, of intense preoccupation with...something. sometimes it's a book, a movie, a song, a person, an idea, etc. mostly one or two of whatever. today it was the song "shine" by imogen heap, louis garrel's accent (voice in general, but the accent throws my braincells into erotic convulsions), and clamp campus detectives.

it's exasperating when i fixate on something with no means. it's great when i fix on an idea because then i can sit and work through it and write...if i can't do that i obsessively make lists...and that's starting to make me frustrated...

awe, look at akira (left side).

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)