i sit here all alone in a martini built for two

3:34 p.m. x 2004-12-13

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with some slight variations between them, all five cds i burned last night are almost the same (kara didn't get some songs i intend to buy her, paul got more thrill kill kult, etc). tonight i know i'm doing TIFFANY and ANDREA. again, if those are not your names, sit tight. i have to go little by little.

my little brother just whispered "seven days!" really loudly from downstairs.

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if he were to tan, he has nice skin for it, but he looks really in-doors, and kind of sullen. like naturally sullen that it would be a lot sweeter if he were very upbeat, and he has exactly my favorite kind of hair (wavey-ish, curly-ish). he was wearing a light sweater over a dark dress shirt (blue) and khakis and i'd like to think he plays an instrument. my bus sped off before i could see which house was his.

damn.

also i sat for an hour painstakingly trying to list things manda could get me and i finally scribbled it all out and was like...MANGA...and i didn't ask her what she wanted - ???!!!!! - because I SUCK.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11