i just haven't been able to communicate lately. that's all. also i'm paranoid but never...ever about THE MOTIVES OF MY FRIENDS. EVER. i don't have any qualms about trusting them with every ounce of my being. j'so y'know...you'd get it if you saw my track record with people and ANY important matters.
don't ever second guess my love for you though. you'll always have it, don't think you won't!