i can shuffle, cut & deal but i can't draw a hand

5:55 p.m. x 2006-02-11

today i:
  • got my letter to aliya together to be mailed
  • bought something for duff & his parents for valentine's day
  • saw laura for the first time in roughly a month
  • made an effort at work
  • was lovestruck

    not deviating much from routine now, am i? i don't know what time i'm going over to duff's tomorrow. tonight i think i'm going to try and collect myself. i had a manic little blast yesterday, but i think i'm wound up now. i think that i ought to just try and make peace with my wound-up-ed-ness and enjoy it, because it really doesn't go away even when i relax.

    only under one circumstance does it sink back and i just don't want to move or indicate time passing in any manner at all. and to say it would sort of be overkill.

    i like this young man. a lot.

    if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
    pieces of the moon
    JOBJOBJOB
    interviewinterviewinterview
    sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
    (& etc)

  • anybody can be just like me, obviously.
    not too many can be like you, fortunately.
    KL 02-11