fucking february

1:36 p.m. x 2006-02-27

come on, all ready. BE OVER.

today alex played the mix i made her in the car to and from school, and wouldn't you fucking know, "modern girl" made me cry.

i just need to straighten myself out. i just need to accept what i can't change. maybe i ought to frequent al anon again. maybe i ought to HIT IT OR QUIT IT. maybe i don't know what i'm talking about. maybe this won't be a factor tomorrow.

maybe this will gnaw at me the rest of my life.

FFFFFFFUCK!!!!!

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11