You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

UGH. cheezits christ! i went to bed at 5 a.m. and had a final this morning. i think i did okay on it. the bottom rim of my left eye hurts like a motherfucker and i couldn't apply my eyeliner correctly this morning, since i all ready lacked all dexterity. at school coolkid dan wrote me a poem in my fiction diary! hlysht!!! that was really cool. then i spoke to katrina from science class. and she's a sonic ray of glory. she likes fellini and jack off jill!!!

my birthday is in three days. it is amanda d's birthday today. as i typed that i promptly left her a cellphone message because i am so on-it! i am so on top of things!!!

i hotly anticipate TOOL. and the birthday-away-ness. and shopping. and hair dye. and future. and life. and change. and good things.

bring it the fuck on. NOW.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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