You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

enjoying vacation. feeling nice, today i went to the mall with clare and bought a jacket and a dress and pants. because the only pants i own that fit are from clare. and a very ironic necklace.

i already didn't like hollister, now i really don't like hollister. or seeing so many people i know from work/school. bah. when i came home tonight my mom told me i looked really great. today was the first day this week i've actually gotten dressed, except for tuesday. which was an interesting day (if by interesting i mean gutwrenchingly peculiar...hanging out with jimmy was fine, the aftermath was just...EEEEEEE�).

i do look great, though. so that's one less thing to worry about. i'm still losing weight! apparently. i'm going to start trying again, but even as i haven't been, i've still been losing...i don't have any particular goal size-wise or weight-wise, just until i feel better about my thighs and my back (that never fails to creep me out...my back???).

things i'm currently fond of

1940's fashion

"all about eve"

swans and umbrella tree

my reprieve from existence

water

writing to aliya

lesbian pants (to explain: the pants i bought today, clare thought they were enormous and baggy and she lamented "kari, those are pants that lesbians wear...please don't buy the lesbian pants...you aren't really going to buy them, are you?", and then she saw they weren't baggy, and promptly bought an "i kiss girls" pin)

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)