the soothing proves that she must still exist

3:15 p.m. x 2006-06-15

there shouldn't be anything from stopping everything for working out for me. all obstacles are arbitrary. things are going to be great now. and, no, between us they haven't been bad but for ME they've been ridiculous! i was OBSESSED. i can't DO THAT, it isn't HEALTHY. i'll HURT MYSELF. i was all ready not in great shape not too long ago. and that doesn't have anything to do with how i feel about you. it's how i handle it.

and i'm handling it so much better. and that's such a good thing. SO MANY GOOD THINGS ARE GOING TO START HAPPENING NOW! and you're invited.

i feel completely back to normal.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11