You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

life has decided to de-ballsfes itself a fair bit. i woke up easier today and reportedly looked "damn good". i fell FLAT ASLEEP in math but, thankfully...i really grasp what we're doing and it is probably a good thing i took super-remedial-math last fall.

then in speech class the teacher made a reference to gene roddenberry and it didn't go over my head. and i was inanely proud of this.

then! THEN! oh man! i got out a half-hour early and i was going to go get a muffin and coffee. but when i went to pay i realized i didn't have enough money with me! the cashier said they'd have to throw the coffee away anyhow, so i should just take it! SO I GOT FREE COFFEE!!! and listened to tool under "our tree"...clare and i have a tree.

and i have an ecstatic dance to go do somewhere.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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