9:02 p.m. x 2006-07-24

i needed a bit of empowering, which i attained by blasting "10,000 days", watching "evangelion" and cleaning my room...

i don't know what possessed me this morning to tell my mom i thought it'd be wise of me to drop the math i have right now. i know i could do it in the fall no problem, but the pace right now...i barely made a C last fall in the lowest "normal" math. i really need time to comprehend this. i know i can do it, it isn't like i'm copping out of it. i KNOW i have to take it. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND IT! i'm not understanding it and i'm not GOING to understand it by the time the thing's over! so i got the "you're never going anywhere in life" spiel. again. which went unappreciated. again. and then i didn't talk to her for the rest of the day and she got upset, which is really why she freaked out, because communication between us sucks. which, every single time she brings that up, i point out her reactions to the things that i say to her and try to approach very calmly...which she is incapable of...

eugh.

however, the park located jimmy's cell phone! it went on the lam after a roller coaster and was miraculously recovered! after that stunning revelation, i was informed by ken of the immaculate whoa that is TOUCHDOWN JESUS. and kara called to say "johnny...do ya play baseball???".

i'm ashamed of how into those little "GI joe" clips i am. seriously.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)