3:12 p.m. x 2006-09-24

i'm numb and fuzzy at the moment, after being out till six last night. amanda was going to come over after she got off work at ten and spend the night, and upon driving up to my house concluded that we were in dire need of dinner. so we tripped up to a diner i hadn't been to...probably in a year now, i last went with clare and two of my old coworkers. it was awesome. we saw paul!!! and that was very cool. i'd missed seeing him around immensely. he seemed pretty happy.

we went up to hershey...a few times, actually, interwoven along trips to walmart. we bought very strange, cheap halloween paraphernalia and screamed "sex changes" and "first orgasm" (the songs, not the statements on their own) as we rode along very, very past her driving curfew. it was magnificent. thank you, amanda.

but...

i am so confused about the way that i feel that i can't commit a word and make it feel appropriate.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)