11:49 p.m. x 2006-11-13
today i contemplated scrapbooking. i started another application (and got pretty far through it, it's a weird one and i have to send the essay seperately and through the mail). my best friend served to make me envious, irate and upset...without meaning, i'm sure...and i cried about two things i berated myself up and down for crying about. or thinking about. i don't even want these things to be factors to me.
it isn't a pervasive issue. just today, it bothered me. just not feeling good. i should probably talk to some people about it. i know what i'd like to do. i'd like to bury my head in his chest. think about now.
haha, i'm a ridiculous kid. i'm really happy. i'm just a slow adjuster. eugh.
if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start