You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

AAAGGGHHHHH!!! KARI! FUCKING RELAX!

and don't do it in a self-persecuting, victimizing manner. just straighten up. just take it easy. AGH!

don't be so sensitive and hurt all the time about stuff that isn't intentional and accept the differences in the way other people do things from the way you do things. it's absurd.

bah. anyhow. i'm silly.

jimmy's birthday's fast approaching!!! until then he has to rest. and so do i. it's gonna be acetastic. i just want a nice little jimmy nestled in a nice bed of star trek and pillows and candy and kickass. he deserves it. he has had a very trying time at work and even in his state of work-woes he has been extremely there for me while i've not been at my best. which is coming to an end.

because i'm in the mood for my best right now.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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