9:21 p.m. x 2007-03-16

i slept through everything today, and began-ish a total rewrite of screenplay. it'll be good, i recieved a lot of healthy, helpful criticism and i have a great idea of what direction to go in with it.

it snowed again. wet, slushy, unpleasant snow. it was like it was raining, but thicker. and i did not procure coffee this morning. so i was chilly and bleary and napped when i got home, even though i wanted to work on things. i didn't even get to watch a movie like i'd intended.

i've got a problem about how i put myself across. i'm shaky but not to the point i'm beyond rescue. i'm confused but i have a faint idea of what i'm up to. i'm scared but i do most definitely know that it is just me.

i have just been over and through so many situations where i needed to be strong and there was a person i needed to be strong for. this is a much better situation, it just isn't one i've been in. i've never been even with somebody.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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