i watched it all putting pins into a doll

7:45 p.m. x 2007-09-12

i feel much, much better today. i'm seeing FEIST with kara on friday! i have test both then and tomorrow, which...i'm pretty secure about the one. i think i'll do fine on my developmental psych one on friday, but tomorrow's exam is on music and i'm feeling rather doomed. i am studying, but the outline he gave us is a little difficult to work with and seven chapters are covered...aka, i am rereading seven chapters tonight. because i can't easily grip stuff that i can't stand.

oh man, i met with that professor yesterday to listen to angelo badalamenti, because i wrote a paper on him and how his music speaks to the way i feel...etc...and we sat in the mother of awkward silences (an awkward silence scored with david lynch music is pretty hardfuckingcore awkward, at 9 a.m. with a teacher, EEESH) and he went "i'm sorry you feel this way!". i brought "silencio". i'm kind of glad now i didn't bring "pink room" (go find it, it's worth forming the image in your head).

"INLAND EMPIRE" is so so so everything i could have asked for. david lynch's work is so comforting. just...the pervasive unknowing. the sense of bewilderment and mystery. i feel that kind of stuff more often than not. it is reassuring to watch people who don't have all the pieces.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11