You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

lexi, akasha and amanda canceled today's plans. ugh. kara and i are supposed to have dinner but she's serving at a church and i can't get a hold of her so i don't even know when/if we're doing that anymore. i don't fucking need this.

however my aunt did come out, so i got to see her for a little bit and i'm glad. only for a second because she and my mom are headed to a (disgusting/country) concert now. my mom bought me a vera wang coat?!!! i look phenomenal in it. which is very good. i also bought boxers with skeletons on them. heheh.

jimmy's going to take me home tomorrow. we're going to grab dinner on the way up. then next monday we're going to go down to virginia again, which is going to be the hilarious scene of drive up to school, drive back here, drive down to virginia, drive back here, drive up to school. madness. i'll manage to not miss much in the way of class thanks to the timing of it.

last night we had a really really good talk. i don't feel like talking about it right now because i don't really now how to express how i feel right now, except that i do feel good. with regards to that anyway. i don't feel very good about my day today.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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