strange season of pain

9:45 p.m. x 2007-10-10

i found nine of the ten articles i need for my research proposal. i'm going to meet with my teacher about it tomorrow afternoon, make sure what i think that i'm doing is what i ought to be doing, and then politely ask if i can take the test we're scheduled for on monday early. like on friday. i'm supposed to be out of state monday. i'd like to talk to jimmy again until i know that for sure.

i feel so unceasingly strange and disorganized/disoriented. but today, a good thing did happen - i was pummeled with inspiration. then i got to tell aliya about it. a little bit. i'm still piecing things together, but shit. this will be big.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11