don't dab your eye, mein herr, or wonder why, mein herr
12:49 a.m. x 2007-10-13
no concert monday. i had a feeling that wouldn't be feasible, since jimmy had been mentioning his manager's intention of just...walking out on sunday. i think this is the push he needs to get out himself.
but whatever. it would've been too crazy for me to go anyway. i've got so much work to do.
i'm feeling so weird and so down. it's a mixture of so many things. if it was just any one of them it wouldn't be so bad but it is so much at once. i feel empty and deflated. i wish that i was in the relationship that i want to be in.
i just need to sleep. i need to get way more sleep.