You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

melody offered to edit my short story! AHH!

i'm so happy i am making very cool, good, wonderful friends. i even felt okay approaching them to sit down at dinner today. usually i'm not that secure right away. they make me feel very welcome, and i want them to know i appreciate that.

jimmy's set to come up at noon tomorrow. i'm going to wake up, have my sushi, and get ready. we're going to have a good time. we've unloaded a lot on each other this week and we've come out of it okay. i'm just looking foreword to having a nice time with him.

i'm in such a state about some stuff, i have no one to say it to. i have nothing good to say. a searing feeling. weak and floaty. i'm not angrily blaming myself i'm just sad. actually i have to cry about this.

this is really hurting.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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