6:59 p.m. x 2007-11-23

i'd have to be standing there with my entrails lolling out of my stomach before my mom helped me out, and even then i bet she'd glare at me for not trying my best to look like it wasn't happening.

i act like it's not and it just gets worse. you selfish prick.

also, the following has been procured for christmas: "sisters", "the saragossa manuscript", lolita AUDIO BOOK BY JEREMY IRONS, the orphic trilogy, "the seventh continent", "funny games", nabokov's ada: the place of consciousness, incest: a new perspective, teach yourself beginners & complete russian, a few pairs of socks and dresses...and tomorrow i'm endeavoring to get the bone house.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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