11:42 p.m. x 2007-12-05
let it die and get out of my mind.
we don't see eye to eye,
it's as simple as: you made me miserable i'm glad your miserable.
but it's also: i wish you weren't. i wish i wasn't. i wish you hadn't done that then we both would not be miserable.
however: you did it for a reason. being with me is a simple concept. not something you should have to rationalize against.
not to mention: i never mentioned a relationship. i never mentioned a relationship. i've never been so happy just to kiss someone...
i was going to just let it happen but this is part of it and i have to just let it not happen. let it die and get out of my mind we don't see eye to eye-
(if i get it out now i won't carry it around with me and the last thing i want is for this to linger...)
anyway, my aunt is not answering her phone. i know she reads this. so aunt: pick up your phone (although if indeed yes she's been reading she knows everything i want to tell her all ready but eh...EH)!
if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start