it's not like an organ more like a valentine

2:35 a.m. x 2008-03-14

you know the "infinite" feeling? as described in perks of being a wallflower? i feel it when i'm outside very late at night/early in the morning after not sleeping for an amazing reason. i've had a lot of amazing reasons for not sleeping in my time. sometimes i hang out with friends all night, sometimes i get so into writing i can't stop. sometimes, like tonight, i listen to an album i haven't heard in years and enjoy it too much to rush to bed.

these moments of infinite function infinitely better when i don't have class in the morning, but tomorrow is friday and i'm feeling pretty kickass. i am growing as a person and i can feel it. i can feel myself getting over bad nerves and getting used to this place. i am making real friends. i am holding my own. i am awesome. thanks for agreeing with me, sleater-kinney.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11