You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

currently listening to: "circus fish" by vermillion lies

first: i'm disappointed in myself for the week's worth of entries that october managed out of me. i was really busy enjoying october, though. and i did enjoy it. when i wasn't being an irresponsible asshole (and even then...).

now, this is a placeholder for a real, decent entry. but right at the moment, i have to get ready for chaucer, and inform you that by tomorrow afternoon, i'm pretty sure i'll have developed an ulcer from CONSTANT ANXIETY over the election as well as VOTEDVOTEDVOTED. i haven't been this excited/terrified ever, potentially. maybe since the last election. i don't want to throw up again, but it's looking like that's how i'll be spending this evening/tomorrow morning.

or right now.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)