try again. fail again. fail better.

11:45 p.m. x 2010-05-03

currently listening to: "do you swear to tell the truth..." by amanda palmer

bad day. i feel manipulated.

but tomorrow i am going out job-hunting with akasha. i am getting my room in order. in the fall, i am taking a class that meets in a cafe one night a week. i am taking the GREs. i am getting a badass score. none of this will be on my mind.

i could email this person by whom i feel very toyed with but since he so desires that i remain in touch with him i feel that to simply not will be a fine way of showing him that he betrayed my trust and i am very, very hurt.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11