9:03 p.m. x 2003-02-13

old things have begun popping up lately. a figure from the distant past of miss rachel, the famed ship-it, has graced the state borders yet again, bethany is haunting my third-block classes, amanda's reiterating all our long-since-resolved (or so i thought) fights, and ryan's ex-girlfriend has resumed her position with him. she seems really nice, amber is it? i was just looking at ryan's profile, and he's put amber up in his martial status but his website's still riddled with rachel. it's a haunting little reminder of that very pivotal relationship. rachee and ryan were a cute couple, alas but it wasn't meant to be -_-. i'm glad i have the two of them as friends though.

where are all these little past-reminders coming from? i have an eerie foreshadowing feeling...something bad better not happen or i'm gonna cry. i have a bad cold and i'm really not in the mood for karmic bullshit...

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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