7:30 p.m. x 2003-10-02

"when a study was done on a group of young, healthy men whose daily caloric intake was cut to just under a thousand calories, they began to: stash food surreptitiously, talk about food constantly, chew gum and mints perpetually, read recipes for dishes they couldn't make. as the study went on, they were frequently caught digging through garbage cans, sneaking into the hospital kitchen to binge. they began to purge, and - interestingly enough - they became incredibly worried about their weight, the shape of their bodies, and began to diet. they worried about getting dirty, got disgusted with their own biological functions, and didn't want to touch food anymore.


- marya hornbacher, wasted

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11