You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

let the councel of myssi's brain come to order.

myssi: okay, so, i'm under-fucking-appreciated. why is it that i can be blown off and ignored when other people WHO DON'T FUCKING MATTER get treated like they're certain people's best friends? why can't these CERTAIN PEOPLE just admit they think i'm a SADISTIC FUCKING PSYCHO and why can't they get over THINGS THAT HAPPENED THREE FUCKING YEARS AGO...

why can't i get over it???

myssi B: i don't understand why nobody wants to be around me. i know i didn't do those things to them! i know i didn't cause the things they're blaming me for! i didn't hurt them like that! i never meant to hurt anything! WHY do people want me to HURT THEM???

myssi A: they just do. so go ahead.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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