You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

the realm of my moods within the past several months have only briefy ventured out beyond exhausted/annoyed/angry. i've been upset somewhat frequently, occassionally happy (especially when alone, i'm in full hermit-mode, big time) and mostly asleep. this is terrible. and incredibly overwhelming. i can't exactly concentrate to the best of my ability when in a fit of blinding rage, but that's how it's been for a straight week now.

and it isn't so much that anyone's caused it, that no one seems to have any interest in resolving it.

DAAAAAMN HOMIE

OH. how THAT for a shout-out. yo.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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