You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

SO.

i was sick today.

and i got locked out of my house in my nightgown and robe.

i was REALLY sick today.

and my neighbor (my age) comes home for two minutes to do something.

i was DEVASTATINGLY ILL.

i asked politely, "may i use your phone? i'm sick and need to call my mother."

he says "i need to go to practice."

oh. OH am i livid.

as soon as he was out of sight i lost it. i went raving mad on my porch. until my brother came home and let me in. this lasted roughly an hour and a half, while everyone else had their last class period at school. i was freezing.

well, in case the fact's escaped you, I AM PRETTY FUCKING ILL. and mad now, too. hours later, i am still freezing and mad fucking angry (it's the flu, apparently).

I LOVE "PIECES OF APRIL".

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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