10:28 p.m. x 2004-03-26

bethany - are you alright? you can talk to me. you don't need to mention what it is if it makes you uncomfortable, but if you just need someone to rant at - you should so have my number by now. i have yours. maybe i'll bother you tomorrow evening. i'd do so earlier but i have to visit furniture tomorrow until probably late-afternoon.

alright, um, i must look up something soon. is anyone out there who may be reading this aware of anything correlating to symptoms like, the way light bounces off certain things or certain noises drives them to uncharacteristic bouts of rage? like they become very hypersensitive and agitated? could it just be a manifestation of stress? or should...erm, my friend...be taking different vitamins?

anything to pull one out of this would be greatly appreciated. urgh, she thanks you in advance.

*snaps out of it* i don't know where my mood goes. i'm so sick of hitting these walls, i can't do what's being asked of me anymore...

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