got a lie, you and i

11:14 p.m. x 2004-04-30

began to reorganize room. stupid priority as it will be all moved around differently again within the week thanks to more new furniture. i never thought about how many books i own until i had to pack them into bags and then unload them again, which i did today. i'm still finding bags i'd forgotten about stuffed in obscure places around my upstairs.
got my mom to watch "pieces of april" and we hugged for fifteen minutes at the end while she cried.
"blender", courtney cover, "who does MELISSA AUF DER MAUR think she is?" feature. whee!
DAKOTA FANNING IS MY NEW FAVORITE HUMAN BEING. saw her on "ellen". i think i'm going to aspire to be like her from now on. i think EVERYONE should aspire to be like her from now on.
i finally sat down and seriously read our lady of the flowers like i didn't think to when i first bought it. and i am in love. i can almost forgive it for being translated from a language that makes me mildly psychotic.


never called catie like i was supposed to. not that i don't want to. in fact i really do and i'm a little mad. just unmotivated. exhausted.
supposed to root through the earthly possessions and fish out those which deserve to reside in my room and which get banished to my basement.
make plans for anything. again: unmotivated. socially pessimistic. reluctant to leave bed.

i'd really love "auf der maur" to arrive soon. "real a lie" is incredible, as is "followed the waves" (*loud noise of obviousness*). it would be incredible to wake up and turn on vh1 and see a melissa video. i remember when every single time i turned on vh1, nelly furtado's "turn out the lights" was on. and i absolutely hated the song and video until they stopped playing it, when i suddenly began missing it.

OH. i just read this entry...i thought i've been napping...

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11