You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

(the buddhist in me wants clarity.)

what the FUCK is it with people who have awesome best friends and just start rebuffing them like they're trying to SUCK THE FUCKING LIFE OUT OF THEM???

going to a place that personal is unnerving (huh). the most personal i've tried to get lately is sharing spare thoughts on "the reflecting skin". my mom and i talked today about how nice it is that i won't turn 18 until after the upcoming election. i don't really care for either candidate (which is only subtrue - kerry would have my vote one way or another, but i just don't like him). i'd get in the booth and piss myself off.

but then there's always aliya. i plan to pencil aliya in when i'm able to finally vote. i encourage you to do the same. tweak can be vice president. katy can be secretary of defense (katy and guns is kind of a sexy thought). that's an ensemble congress.

see now, i'm getting my hopes up.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)