7:20 p.m. x 2005-02-09
i took a walk today because of manic depressive weather conditions and saw kara babysitting, running around in a backyard. that made me smile. i also gave manda a scarf that she absolutely loved, which was
awesome. i sort of played basketball all right...
uuuuuh what is it kari??! mmm??
actually she verbalized it pretty well for me. whenever i get carried away with whatever paranoid idea i get spinning around up there she always says: I HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE!
and it brings everything into the right, happy perspective.
(...i wish i could get you out of where you are. i wish you weren't too sick to move a muscle...)
i'm going on a dinner cruise with shannon and dan. i'm going to get shannon on a roller coaster or hospitalize her trying.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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