You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

computer woes have ebbed. the wonderment of aliya has been aloft since yesterday and tomorrow is when i finally get to drink in the full splendor, since i don't work at all. my throat is raw and i've been on a single sputter gear all day because i'm so many places at once. i must devote a precious patch of neurons to a singular thing and immerse, swim and COOOONCENTRATE! which was what was deeply lacking in everything else i've done thusfar! COLLEGE MUST BE DIFFERENT. i'm going way-way part time now. my exhalted uberpriority is my psych degree (currently a fertilized zygote). even income must take a back seat to this bay-beee.

and this'll make me so happy. i'm all ready so happy because i read about psychology all the time. but to be able to turn it into a vessel and move inside of it is going to KICK ASS.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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