when everything's as bad as it can be

9:07 p.m. x 2005-08-29

everything is going to be good for you.

things are always going to turn out right for you.

if i say they're going to, if i control everything, i'm going to make everything okay.

that's how i wanted them to be.

you have to understand.

everything is gone, off my plane. he asked me, "but what is lost?" hmm? "something for you is lost in this."

i think i let go of something...

...of somebody really bad

{and it wasn't anybody real, before you start thinking that you're who i'm referring to - you told me i would never get rid of you, and i never want to be rid of you

everything is going to be right now}.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11