gravity works slowly if you notice it at all

1:12 a.m. x 2006-02-26

fuck you, self. fuck you for being ill-timed and inappropriate.

fuck me for most likely not knowing how the fuck i'm feeling.

like hell am i gonna mess things up for anybody. like hell am i going to cause anymore trouble.

i feel like the biggest fucking ho in the world (unfounded: i've done quite little; it is all subjective hoeyness of which i speak).

i'm determined for my actions to match my intentions.

fucking a.

i'm scared.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11