You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

i don't care what you say. or i care what you say, just not about this.

i'm dying my hair. that's the end of it. it's very important to me. i'm doing that and i think i'm going to lose weight again. i really don't expect to get anything external out of it. i'd just like to change. i'd like very much to not be the way that i am now.

new glasses, too. and a momentous shopping trip. name change. change of address. phone number. gender and sexual orientation. status as living or deceased.

i want to receed into the shadows and come back unfamiliar, and you're going to have to figure me out all over again.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)