you told me every word you said came from voices talking in your head

11:13 p.m. x 2006-04-12

reactions keep things hidden. i was quiet over xmas not because i was afraid of someone stopping me but because of their reaction to it. nobody's going to get why. i don't anticipate you getting why. but i don't want to reach out for what's not there. not like you don't want to help me. not like i don't appreciate you being there.

it's me being there i don't appreciate.

fuck everything and take me far away from here.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11