you told me every word you said came from voices talking in your head
11:13 p.m. x 2006-04-12
reactions keep things hidden. i was quiet over xmas not because i was afraid of someone stopping me but because of their reaction to it. nobody's going to get why. i don't anticipate you getting why. but i don't want to reach out for what's not there. not like you don't want to help me. not like i don't appreciate you being there.