and i would swap all rewards for the respect and the love of a lady

9:50 p.m. x 2006-05-21

if i had a shiny gun
i could have a world of fun
speeding bullets through the brains
of the folk who give me pains
or had i some poison gas
i could make the moments pass
bumping off a number of
people whom i do not love
but i have no lethal weapon
thus does fate our pleasure step on
so they still are quick and well
who should be, by rights, in hell
dorothy parker, "frustration"

OH i worked with laura and keisha today and i saw lauren before i left and i haven't seen her since XMAS! then i took a very long walk and then went home then kara called and i went back out walking again. then clare said she'd come over but couldn't then, but i am to see her tomorrow.

and i am to cry like a battered husband.

speaking of which, keisha's boyfriend gave her mad, kinky hell and left great bawdy bruises all over her body, and i was so proud. she moved out of her mother's house and now she's finding blissful, sadomasochistic peace as any healthy twenty-two year old deserves. here's to keisha.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11